Change for the better

2009-03-20T07:02:00.000-07:00

Wah. i think i'm going be sick le. been having this runny nose since ytd. eaten like 5 panadol cold relief le. still not much improvement. GG le. Tmr i'll chiong my maths n finish everything. FOCUS!!! New motto: FOCUS!! haha

2009-03-20T05:10:00.000-07:00

Today's performance was rather good. But wat ms ong told us after the performance is veri alarming. There r ppl who r putting in their best n ppl who r not. Those who r not putting their best r dragging us down. pls for goodness sake, either put in ur best or simply quit choir. We do not nid sandbags to drag us down.

2009-03-19T05:16:00.000-07:00

ARGHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! cannot take it le. the stress is getting abit too much le. i get rubbish from ppl at home. home is supposed to be a place where u look forward to after a day at sch. wat about mine? seriously rubbish. cannot take it le. haiz. y cant i have a nice, complete home? Wif a sister of my age better still. haiz. then next week got ct. 33 topics to study. n i'm only left wif sun, mon, tue, wed, thur to study. How to study? cannot make it de. N i heard from my teachers tat if i fail ct, i would most probably be forced to drop to j1 or even kena expelled. Then tmr got choir performance at vjc. the choirs performing there r all reputable choirs which has gotten gold/gold wif honours over the past syfs. wat about us? A choir tat has only managed to gotten silver over all the syfs. So the pressure is on us to perform. N wif the j1s still not veri serious. It's really worrying leh. All the talk about getting Gold for syf is like ALL TALK BUT NO ACTION. get it? the j1s r not showing the attitude of a GOld choir. N i'm having a flu now. dun even noe whether i can recover in time for tmr's performance. haiz Cannot take it le. Pressure, pressure n more Pressure!! Does anyone noe how i feel? Does anyone understand wat i'm going through now? haiz.

2009-01-10T10:09:00.000-08:00

oh man, i'm in a situation tat i have never been in b4.

I'm not studying for the test[not enough time] so i will fail it for sure n the vp said in the lt tat ppl who fail will be expelled. i think this is just to scare us. but theres always a chance tat this may be true. so monday's choir practice may possibly be my last practice. If i really get expelled, i'll head for MI n theres no choir there so i'll have no chance to sing. i just wan to be retained. Is it tat difficult? At this rate, I think i'm going to break down soon. Haiz...

2009-01-04T04:29:00.000-08:00

arghh... i hate home. it had no longer been a place where i will look forward everyday after sch. its like ppl nagging at u n loads of other crappy stuffs. wth la. suddenly, running away from home seems like a viable option. home sucks

2009-01-03T03:53:00.000-08:00

wth la. how in the world can i study at my home? its so not conducive n wif ppl nagging n kp-ing at me. seriously, all i wanted is a good family. man. n i hate ppl accusing me of things tat i didn't do. arghh...

2008-12-29T08:03:00.000-08:00

went to frontier library to study today. studied abit in the end. revised measurement, kinematics, dynamics only. then went to play soccer wif junhao at ntu. then go eat at his house de area de coffeeshop. then i wanted to go home via cab n i asked him to flag down one. n u noe wat? he was actually trying to flag a police car. LOLS

2008-12-28T05:01:00.000-08:00

I'm so bored. Haven started studying at all yet. which simply spells D-O-O-M for me. Retain in my case. coz i'm only left wif 13 days to study, excluding 1 choir practice on 3/1 n pj open house on 8/1. N i just been told tat we have to learn everlasting love n seasons of love for the open house which is on 8/1. super rush lor. -.- well, i think its time for resolutions for the new yr-2009!!

Mission impossible I
-Chemistry TYS: choose any 20MCQ and 10structured questions to do
-GP comprehension.
-GP: READ up articles from newsweek and broader perspectives(for BS issue on 30 essays,
-Physics Package/holiday assignments.
-Physics TYS:have to do ALL the structured questions,from dynamics to superposition .
-Math december holiday package
-Revise for Maths n study Differential Equations
-Revise for Physics n study Superpositions
-Revise throughly for Chemistry n make notes for Hydroxy Compounds onwards.

Got to do all these in the next 13 days. This is y i call this 'operation' Mission Impossible I. If i fail, i'll be retained. =) lols

2009 Resolutions
-I must be fully devoted to Choir.
-Achieve Mission Impossible I.
-Get AABBCDE for A's
-Must strive to not sleep in class n do all the hw.
-Aim to run under 10mins for 2.4km run.
-Go at least 3 runs E.g. Nike Run
-Start saving
-Limit intake of spicy food to thrice a week; No spicy food b4 n after choir practices.
-Strive to not give the 'Black Face' so often.
-Lesser Vulgarities.
-Be more Gentlemanly. =)
-Maintain Chem standard n strive for top 10 in level. XD
-Run more. Try to make it a habit to run at least once per week. [sports n pe lessons not counted]

Should be finished le. these r my 2009 resolutions. haha. =D hope i can do so.

2008-12-19T03:23:00.000-08:00

ARgh!!!! i feel so miserable now. i just tot of the past n many things occured to me.

Relationship
After so many attempts at a relationship, wat i gotten in the end was just sadness n more sadness. Hurt over n over again. wat have i done to deserve this? i just wan to have someone who i can love n cherish. is it tat hard? Perhaps i'm just not fated to have tat someone. Perhaps i should just be a loner. Perhaps Perhaps Perhaps.....

Studies
My studies have been going downhill since duno when. to think of it, i haven really studied like siao since .... wait, i haven done tat b4. maybe coz i'm tat freaking lazy. well, it's like study so hard for wat. Theres like no motivation. As if theres no goal in sight. Y am i studying? For wat? For who? Why? N theres a review test coming real soon - term1 week 1 12/1-16/1. the sch wans me to pass everything, otherwise they will force me out of the sch. But according to my CT, he says at most retained. If they really forced me out, i'll go to MI. i haven started studying at all. i only got 2 weeks left to study due to the cips n carollings. i think i'm going to retain. Retaining doesn't really bother me much, the only thing tat bothers me is 08S15. My body tells me not to study n retain but my heart tells me to study n chiong for As. I'm rather lost now. =/

Choir
Well, i joined choir during the end of March. I had totally no experience at singing n stuff tat time n i dun exactly have a big range or an angelic voice. I didn't dare to sing aloud coz i was super afraid tat i may sing the wrong notes n stuff n cause the songs to sound bad. I even wanted to quit choir for Vball during the middle of the yr. But ultimately, it was my choir friends tat caused me to stay in choir. Midway through the practices for carolling, i suddenly felt the confidence to sing louder. Its this confidence tat i dun feel for a long time. But after the combined practice at tpjc, this confidence went away again. I felt inferior, in terms of voice, to the tp peeps. I suddenly felt tat i do not belong to choir. Perhaps i'll do better in some other CCA. Perhaps Perhaps Perhaps......

Home
I couldn't exactly study well at home. There will always be ppl nagging at me, irritating me. Cannot take it. For many ppl, home is a place where they look forward to everyday during sch n stuff. For me, i dun exactly look forwards going home. I prefer to hang out wif my friends. Even it means going to pasir ris. haha. Y do i get this kind of home? Y cant i be in a normal family? Why? Why? WHY???

Well, these r the things tat r troubling me now. I feel so miserable, so frustrated. Just dun feel the energy to carry on anymore. Somebody pls tell me wat i should do. but... i dun think much ppl will bother about me, let alone come to my blog n see the stuffs tat i wrote.

2008-12-13T04:48:00.000-08:00

Serena said i have alot of shoes. alot meh? see for urself. lols

2008-11-27T09:14:00.000-08:00

went to teach novelle chemistry today. Had loads of fun teaching her. haha. =D

2008-11-26T04:02:00.000-08:00

I think i felt in love wif choir!! haha.

NEW AIM FOR ME!! Aim to reach the highest notes of T2. haha.

2008-11-25T08:59:00.001-08:00

Phew. finally done all my assignments that r due on 26 nov. i really have to thank Meiwai for pushing me all the way. Thanks! N also to my other friends who encouraged me. =)

2008-11-24T07:15:00.000-08:00

2008-11-24T05:14:00.000-08:00

damn. i just ate the "darn good brownie" n the cheese cake from mac-cafe. damn not nice lor. the "darn good brownie" is they give de name n it tasted like mooncake wif chocolate. -.- cheese cake tasted like shit! the best cheesecake tat i tasted b4 was at cass's house. haha. Last friday after the carolling at paragon, we went to eat at spageddies. the tiramisu was bitter. VERI bitter. almost died eating it. lols. Today was the 1st syf practice. 2 sops only. record-breaking.

2008-11-22T07:18:00.000-08:00

1.What is your full name?
Wilson Wan Wei Hao

2.Are you single?
Yes.

3.What is your favourite number(s)
1, 10, 15

4.What is/are your favourite colour?
green, red, black

5.Least favourite colour(s)?
duno.

6.What are you thinking now?
how to opt to retain

7.Are you happy with your life now?
not exactly

8.What are you favourite subjects in school?
Chem. Maths

9.Do you shop at malls?
sometimes.

10.Where do you wish to be right now?
nowhere

11.What should you be doing now?
duno

12.Do you have a crush on anyone?
no

13.When was the last time you bought a clothing item?
donkey years ago

14.What was the last thing you drank?
water lor

15.Do you hate liars?Do you hate backstabbers?
duh.

16.Can you make yourself sneeze?
Can u make urself fart?-.-

17.Do you fall for people easily?
perhaps

18.What does your last text msg read?
no idea

19.Are you too forgiving?
not really.

20.How many windows are open on your computer?
my com no window. only got screen. haha

21.Who was you last call from?
no idea

22.What do you do with most of your time?
duno

23.Will you and your ex get back again?
duno

24.Do you sleep with the Tv on?
perhaps

25.Which of your close friends live the closest?
tuanqi

26.Which item could you not live during the day?
duno

27.Would you share a drink with a stranger?
dream on

28.How was your weekend?
sian

29.Do you believe that ex(s) be friends?
perhaps

30.The last person you quarrelled with?
duno

31.The way to win my heart?
easy but i dun tell u

32.What did you do last night?
sleep n snore

33.Do you have the same name as one of your relatives?
no

34.Are you looking for a bf/gf?
perhaps? duno

35.One song that is meaningful to you?
duno

36.Do you twirl or scoop your spaghetti?
twirl.

37.Do you drink milk straight from the carton?
yeah

38.How long is your hair?
short

39.Do you like batman?
yeah, i'm badman.lols

40.Who was the last person who told you that they love you?
duno

41.When was the last time you sang out loud?
choir la -.-

42.What did you have for breakfast?
i slept breakfast away (:

43.Is you birthday a holy day?
yeah

44.Can you cook?
no

45.Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
MI tee

46.What was the reason for the last troubles you were in?
retain or not to retain

47.What do your wear more?Sweats or jeans?
jeans lor.

48.When is your birthday?
15May

49.Do you swear a lot?
depends

50.What was your first alocoholic drink?
last yr

51.Do you have any regrets?
perhaps

52.Who would you like to see now?
choir peeps

53.Have the cops ever come to your house?
no

54.Are you a social or anti-social person?
depends.

55.Who are your best friends?Are you still friends with them?
duno

56.Ever been in love?
duh

57.Ever had braces?
nah.

58.What do you wear to bed?
casual wear.

59.Who was the last person who disappointed you?
duno

60.Do you trust people?
yeah.

61.Who was the first person you talked to today?
duno.

62.Who was the first person who texted you today?
duno.

63.What was the first thing you did today?
duno.

64. Any last words?
yeah. i still duno

2008-11-21T08:19:00.000-08:00

choir was fun today. had fun carolling at paragon. haha. duno whether i sound weird or not. tiring but veri fun. =)

2008-11-20T09:10:00.000-08:00

today was fun!!! i think i sang better today n i feel more confident le. haha. Tmr's the big day le. hope i dun make mistakes when pperforming. =)

2008-11-19T04:10:00.000-08:00

well. today was relatively good day. had fun carolling. feels like i have improved vocally. haha. hope i continue to improve tmr's practice. =)

2008-11-18T04:51:00.000-08:00

i'm going to do my work!!!

i felt inspired after reading a certain phrase on clarissa's blog.

"whatever you do, work at it with all your heart, as working for the Lord, not for men, since you know that you will receive an inheritance from the Lord as a reward. It is the Lord Christ you are serving."
Colossians :23-24

"Jesus said, "My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness."
2 Corinthians 12:9

2008-11-17T07:34:00.000-08:00

Man... today was an off-day for me. voice went haywire n energy ran out halfway through choir. cannot tahan le. so sorry to all. i wasn't exactly singing veri well today. had several doubts about some songs. had stomachache in the earlier part of choir practice. i just discovered tat i couldn't exactly figure out notes by listening to the piano. maybe veri noob at tat. sorry everyone. i will put in more effort next practice de.

2008-11-14T19:43:00.000-08:00

Interhouse games[floorball] =)

Epin Kugun! haha

2008-11-14T19:41:00.000-08:00

i think i'm getting this shoe after getting my bag!. =D

2008-11-14T19:22:00.000-08:00

Super stressed. Choir n studies. quite hard to juggle. but i will somehow find a way. Coz i have decided to go for carolling. Must be responsible! haha. i'm getting a new bag soon! yay. haha. i'll put up the pics soon. now i'm going to try n do my history essays. somehow, i cant do it. theres like a feeling telling me not to do. but dun do = retain. so bobian.

2008-11-10T23:55:00.000-08:00

AH!!!!! seriously stressed out. duno wat to do now. my mind is in a total mess. loads of hw r waiting for me plus the stupid assignments tat r due on 26 nov. if only i retained, then i dun nid to do the assignments le. maybe retaining is the route to lesser or no hw. SO MANY THINGS TO DO N SO LITTLE TIME. OMG!!! Can i choose to retain? man, really dun feel any motivation. someone or something give me motivation pls. =/

2008-10-17T05:26:00.000-07:00

I dun like to stay at home!!!! i get scolded for no reason. even when i'm not in the wrong, i also kena. wtf la. u think funny? scold scold scold. 1 fine day, i shall turn nasty n retaliate. or i shall sabotage ur things. muahaha. damn it. for most ppl, home is a place for them to relax, enjoy n stuff. For me? getting scolded n shitty stuffs. i'm damn freaking fed up.

HOME SUCKS. Period

2008-10-14T08:02:00.000-07:00

Oh ya, Early Happy Bday to luting!! =)

2008-10-14T07:30:00.000-07:00

i didn't go sch today. my phone played me out by refusing to wake me up at 5am. i was awoke at 7am+ by both my maid n the terrible pain in my stomach. it took me several trips to calm my stomach. ate some toasted thingy[kfc] for lunch. quite nice. junhao the marksman hit a little girl,who is sliding down a slide at the playground, with his attempt to score at the basketball nearby. it was a soccer ball.

Over the few weeks, i have sorted my thoughts out n i'm going to have changes in my life starting from now. I now go sch wif weiren n kugun. I no longer believe in love as it is something tat had caused me mental anguish n hurt over n over again. Ec is the new love! lols.

Perhaps i should just be a little kid sitting in one corner, away from the crowd. Coz i'm feeling tat i'm a misfit in this society tat we r in. i had plenty of bad habits n stuffs whereas the good stuffs about me r nearly none.

On the other hand, i have become an addict. addicted to 'Fall for u' by secondhand serenade and 'Take a Bow' by rihanna. An addict that is crazy over Mizuno's products n stuffs. Amantha's shoes is nice! =D

I duno la. Perhaps i have not sorted out everything in my mind. Time is wat i nid as this is the only thing tat i noe n ppl keep telling me. =/

2008-10-09T05:31:00.000-07:00

man, i'm going mad soon. ppl keep on affecting me. at home, i get nagged at like nobody business. at sch, i get scolded by a teacher coz of stupid reason n i kept on having wild thoughts. who can stand this crap? seriously. home is not a place tat is good for healing my wounds. neither is sch. theres like no place i'll can go. i going mad soon. n mad ppl will do crazy things. examples of these things can range from hitting ppl, cutting wrists to jumping off a building? i seriously duno man. maybe some time in the future u will see my doing these things? wat have i done to deserve some emotional torture?

2008-10-08T03:25:00.000-07:00

Wah sian. was late for sch today. overslept. then i went to physics then i have to collect my own funds for buying the physics notes. -.- pretty irritated by the fact tat i was doing the duty of the treasurer. i might as well be the treasurer. well, tat sounds cool too. physics rep cum treasurer. haha. then i went for choir after sch. it was plain retarded. seriously. i had to wait in the lt3 w/o aircon from 2 - 3.30 doing nth. then after tat i went to the hall then was told to go back to the lt3. then ppl talk n talk. til 4.30 then i was allowed to leave. -.- freaking waste of time.

2008-10-07T02:25:00.000-07:00

i woke up at 5 today but couldn't get up. strengthless. so i went to sleep n i woke up at like 1.30. managed to get out of my bed after a while. dun feel exactly well. n i just ate kfc n it aint helping much. now my voice is getting hoarse. =/

2008-10-06T04:52:00.000-07:00

argh!!! damn stupid la. i feel as if the whole world is against me. everyone seems to turn their backs on me le. maybe except for zhiyu, serena, julia tan? coz they r the few ppl who noe how i am feeling now. seriously, there's a voice inside telling me tat i'm useless n stuff. i'm almost at the brink le. going to explode le. i'm dying man. argh!!! choir was seriously not going well for me today. i was feeling veri down n u ask me to sing? omg. of course i will go emo n stuff. n i doubt i will be going to perform during this friday's farewell thingy. n actually i'm going to get a new bag today de but due to unforeseen circumstances, the trip was cancelled. =(( when will i get my bag?? haiz. this marks the end of my grumbling. n thanks zhiyu, for listening to me n stuff throughout these few days. same applies for serena. i really appreciate it veri much. =D

2008-10-02T04:58:00.000-07:00

today's a freaking tiring day. lots of unjust done to us-my floorball team for interhouse games (ihg). i didn't wan to go to sch in the first place. but coz kugun kept on persuading me to go to sch for ihg so i agreed. i went there in the morning n cameron yaw caught my hair coz it was too long. slacked until 8.30am when our 1st match starts- Byron V.S Darwin. was pretty nervous coz our team only played floorball once in pe n all of us r rookies in the game of floorball. i was appointed the keeper n i didn't grumble much coz the keeper position for most sports, such as soccer n floorball, is something tat i like to play. wasn't really used to the stick at first n our game started wif us playing slowly n not capitalising on our opponent's mistakes. time was almost up n sudden death mode is going to kick in soon but at this moment, kugun started his scoring account n our winning streak wif a goal of his own. 1st match- Byron 1 Darwin 0. tat tiny hole in my shoe was the cause of my pain as while i was busy defending my goalmouth, i dragged my left foot against the floor causing a hole in my socks n a tiny injury. didn't bothered to care about it as i deemed it as tiny scratches. after our 1st match had ended, i felt pain in my left foot n i went to get a plaster to cover the wound. we then had to wait til 10.30 for our second match- Byron V.S Keller wif their noisy supporters. before the match we saw Keller got past Darwin easily, knocking in several goals in the process. suddenly this thought came to our mind as in wat if Keller win us n our floorball campaign is over? A fury of panic came into our mind as i started the match cautiously. Kugun settled our nerves by scoring a goal early in the 1st min of the game. He continued to score another 2 more goals until complacency kicks in n i didn't clear the ball quickly n letting in 1 goal. I quickly re-focused n Kugun scored another 2 more n Yuping joining in the fun wif a goal of his own from a freaking tight angle. 2nd match- Byron 6 Keller 1. We then had to wait til 3.30 for our next match- Byron V.S Nobel. While waiting, i went to play soccer in the hot sun from 1- 2.30pm n tat took alot out of me. Concentration levels took a dip n this proved to be fatal. We started the match n soon found ourselves trailing by 2 goals. I found out later then Kugun was already giving up hope at this point. I quickly urged our team to retaliate n the score was 3-2 in our favour. Wif 30 secs left, 1 of their team player ap-attitude problem n stopped the game prematurely. then he suddenly came back in n resumed the match n halfway through the match, 1 of their players is out wif a sprain n they had to sub in a non-Nobel house person. They eventually scored 1 but we contested this decision wif the umpire n they forfeited n rightly so. Semifinal- Byron 3 Nobel 2. During the match, my palm took a whack from tat player wif ap wif his stick n my plaster came off. Finals was versus Polo at 5.10pm. We started the match swiftly but went down by 1 goal. We re-organised n scored 1 back n they scored another 1 against us. We equalised in the dying moments of the match n took the match into sudden death. then out of nowhere pops out a fresh player playing for polo when he is not even registered under floorball. Initially we heard tat the cca tat is incharge of a event cannot have its members playing in tat event. But this rule was mysterously absent for floorball only. N u dun argue tat floorball is different from hockey. Tat's PLAIN BULLSHIT. In the end, Nobel, Polo, Owens had hockey players in their teams which is a great disadvantage for the other teams. Tat fresh player went on to score for Polo causing us to be second. However, we did Byron n ourselves proud by defying the odds tat r stacked high against us by being 1st runnerup for Floorball. This is quite an achievement. In the midst of the game, 1 STUPID MORON had to go n stick his stick in between my legs causing me to fall, resulting in an injury to my left leg. At the start of the day, our brave 08S15 IHG floorball players arrived fresh n injury-free n left bruised n battered n wif several injuries to us. This sums up my frustration for the day. =)

2008-09-30T02:46:00.000-07:00

I'm sorry for all the things tat i have did. I promise u tat i will change de. Trust me. please give me another chance to cherish u n love u. =/

2008-09-29T04:24:00.000-07:00

haiz. i feel so useless. i cant even cheer the one tat i love the most up. i had to watch her being moody haplessly. haiz. wat a failure i am. =/

2008-09-28T04:12:00.000-07:00

man, i really feel confused now. i'm like in no man's land now. i got a weird feeling tat i may lose her n i seriously dun wan to lose her. it may be just me thinking too much. i wan to be loved. it cant be a one-way traffic all the time. n this is likely to affect my mood for the paper tmr so expect no surprises if i'm jc1 next yr as a result of the failing of the paper tmr. haiz. =/ n yes, i do love u alot n i miss the times tat we go sch together n go out. but its getting lesser n lesser now. n i'm going to be a loner n stay at home for the next duno how many days. =(

2008-09-02T05:36:00.000-07:00

today was a pretty fun day though it ended wif me being pissed off. =/ woke up early n went to sch wif dear for the chem lecture. was pretty interesting together wif the free chocolate part. lols. then went to lot 1 wif dear, keane, wan ru, shuling, catherine to eat n jalanjalan. then after tat went to je library to study. saw the hardworking amantha n jiayan studying at 2nd floor n also saw shareefa at 3rd floor. then we did abit of tutorial then we went home le. on the way home aboard the bus 334, there was a auntie who kept on burping out loud. i couldn't stand it anymore so i turned behind to killer stare her. lols. XD i was so pissed off tat i'm sure the next time she burps, i'm going to give her a piece of my mind. n my phone is still not fixed yet. by the end of this week, if i dun get my phone back n fixed, i'm going to complain to C.A.S.E.

2008-08-31T10:13:00.000-07:00

Yoyoyo!! Long time never update my blog-5months n 4days. Promos approaching le. In another 3weeks time? I must start mugging le. No more slacking for me.

My targets
H2 Chemistry - A
H2 Mathematics - A
H2 Physics - C
H1 History - C
H1 Cheena - C
H1 General Paper - C

Saturday was boring man. Slept til 12pm then went to play computer games again. I was actually supposed to study wif dear de but junhao called to ask me to play soccer so i went to play soccer instead. I felt so guilty for ps-ing dear. Sorry Dear! =/ Playing soccer at Ntu, as usual, will cause me to get injuried in one way or another. This time, i fell awkwardly on my left palm when i tried to clear the ball acrobatically and i think i strained part of my hand muscle around my palm region. N to top this off, i had to slip when i'm taking a goal kick and it resulted in my right foot hitting the concrete ground and my right foot hurts like hell too now. -.- serves me right.

2008-03-27T05:09:00.000-07:00

hihi!! i'm back. haha. regarding the last post, the relationship part is no longer applicable le. dun ask y. haha.

my maid woke me up at 8 today to go to the wake. then when i reached the wake, then i realise the thing wasn't going to start til 11+ so i went home to sleep. then at 11+ we had the ritual then we went to mandai crematorium to cremate my grandpa's body. then we went home n i chionged back to sch only to realise tat the dry run thingy was over le. =.= then i went to eat wif weiren at tiongbahru. long john silver de food quite delicious but too oily for my liking. *i miss u*

2008-03-23T05:51:00.000-07:00

haiz. wat a fantastic day for me today. should be the best day of my life le. =/ first my grandpa passed away. then i had to face something cruel. well, relationships r going to be a nono for me during my jc life then. y go n like ppl n such n end up getting hurt. pretty pointless eh? nothing is going to change my mind. haiz. =/ double blow at one go. i think i'm going crazy. n i cant bring myself to smile after all tat had happened.

2008-03-21T09:55:00.000-07:00

tired... earlier on i went to ntu to train running. i reached home at around 10. so tired so i laid on my sofa til 12 b4 i went to bathe. lols. n now i realise i still have alot of hw to do. tmr must chiong le. =/

sch's pretty fun for the entire week. i'm getting used to pjc le. maybe coz i got great classmates. ^^ n nice teachers too. haha my class's super duper nice. pretty united n veri enthu. we had already decided on the design of our class tee n class windbreakers. cool eh? =D n i'm going to get the pjc jacket as soon as possible. coz it will be part of my pjc memory when i graduate from pjc. haha. =D oh ya, we already had a test on mon or tue. i forgot. XD

2008-03-13T04:49:00.000-07:00

today was as boring as the past few days. well, wat can u expect from holidays. it's just staying at home to rest. =/ i watched tv n played com all night til 8am. then i finally went to sleep. 6hrs later, i woke up le. dun feel tired though. oh man, i haven done any hw since sunday. i seriously have to start doing them. i think tmr is a good day to start. so i will play for all i wan today then. =) anybody who nids help on their studies, feel free to find me. ^^ but i can only help tat much coz i only took 3 h2 subs. which r chemistry,maths n physics. =)

2008-03-12T06:02:00.000-07:00

step up 2 was pretty boring. except for the dance part of course. i yawned like duno how many times in the cinema. =.= then i reached home n on9 msn til 4am then sleep. *tired*

today i woke up at 4pm. i have to play soccer at home n see wat happens. 2 toenails broke. no blood though. =/ then my lunch cum dinner was 3 packets of instants noodles wif egg. -satisfied- but when i was walking to have my noodles, i have to swing the stupid hand of mine. n well, it hit the edge of the handle of the drawer. n great, my right hand had a wound on it n it cant exert too much force. well, i guess i'm tat clumsy. n unlucky. haiz. =/ then i decided to complete some holiday hw. i did like 5 qns n i felt like sleeping again. n tada,i went to sleep. i slept from 7-9. i feel like a pig. eat n sleep. who wans to slaughter me?? =x today's not exactly my day.

2008-03-11T02:11:00.001-07:00

Hi everyone!! New blog, New start. Change for the better me. =) i going out wif junjie n friends to watch step up 2 le. tatas~ ^^