Wah. i think i'm going be sick le. been having this runny nose since ytd. eaten like 5 panadol cold relief le. still not much improvement. GG le. Tmr i'll chiong my maths n finish everything. FOCUS!!! New motto: FOCUS!! haha

7:02 AM;
I made my mark

Today's performance was rather good. But wat ms ong told us after the performance is veri alarming. There r ppl who r putting in their best n ppl who r not. Those who r not putting their best r dragging us down. pls for goodness sake, either put in ur best or simply quit choir. We do not nid sandbags to drag us down.

5:10 AM;
I made my mark

ARGHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! cannot take it le. the stress is getting abit too much le. i get rubbish from ppl at home. home is supposed to be a place where u look forward to after a day at sch. wat about mine? seriously rubbish. cannot take it le. haiz. y cant i have a nice, complete home? Wif a sister of my age better still. haiz. then next week got ct. 33 topics to study. n i'm only left wif sun, mon, tue, wed, thur to study. How to study? cannot make it de. N i heard from my teachers tat if i fail ct, i would most probably be forced to drop to j1 or even kena expelled. Then tmr got choir performance at vjc. the choirs performing there r all reputable choirs which has gotten gold/gold wif honours over the past syfs. wat about us? A choir tat has only managed to gotten silver over all the syfs. So the pressure is on us to perform. N wif the j1s still not veri serious. It's really worrying leh. All the talk about getting Gold for syf is like ALL TALK BUT NO ACTION. get it? the j1s r not showing the attitude of a GOld choir. N i'm having a flu now. dun even noe whether i can recover in time for tmr's performance. haiz Cannot take it le. Pressure, pressure n more Pressure!! Does anyone noe how i feel? Does anyone understand wat i'm going through now? haiz.

5:16 AM;
I made my mark

oh man, i'm in a situation tat i have never been in b4.

I'm not studying for the test[not enough time] so i will fail it for sure n the vp said in the lt tat ppl who fail will be expelled. i think this is just to scare us. but theres always a chance tat this may be true. so monday's choir practice may possibly be my last practice. If i really get expelled, i'll head for MI n theres no choir there so i'll have no chance to sing. i just wan to be retained. Is it tat difficult? At this rate, I think i'm going to break down soon. Haiz...

10:09 AM;
I made my mark

arghh... i hate home. it had no longer been a place where i will look forward everyday after sch. its like ppl nagging at u n loads of other crappy stuffs. wth la. suddenly, running away from home seems like a viable option. home sucks

4:29 AM;
I made my mark

wth la. how in the world can i study at my home? its so not conducive n wif ppl nagging n kp-ing at me. seriously, all i wanted is a good family. man. n i hate ppl accusing me of things tat i didn't do. arghh...

3:53 AM;
I made my mark

went to frontier library to study today. studied abit in the end. revised measurement, kinematics, dynamics only. then went to play soccer wif junhao at ntu. then go eat at his house de area de coffeeshop. then i wanted to go home via cab n i asked him to flag down one. n u noe wat? he was actually trying to flag a police car. LOLS

8:03 AM;
I made my mark